Setting: Crimson Squad days
Theme + Number: #17 Hunger, #20 Little things, #34 Fumbling/clumsy, #52 Senses
Warnings: Smutty thoughts
Summary: Baralai wants Gippal because he shouldn't.
Baralai wants Gippal because he shouldn't, wants Al Bhed hands rough with sand and machina and digging, wants the taste of metal and oil and sweat just because he's spent his life envisioning the opposite, books and dust and loneliness and nothing new to smell, see, touch, taste or hear. He wants to hear Gippal, hear his voice and see his face lost in pleasure, wants to know him, inside and out and his every reaction to every stimulus. Baralai needs it, everything that contradicts everything he is or was or should be, and he takes it, hesitating, fumbling, desperate.